think rainbows

I've always found it hard to wake up early every morning, but today was an exception. I am pretty excited and pumped up, though yawning was unavoidable.

It was a fine January morning. You can still feel the coldness brought about by the cold front, or something like that. I met up with the group, and of course, you were there, smiling as always. This was pretty much the highlight of why waking up early today isn't so bad, because I get to see you. We all went to the room, did our thing, and finally it ended. There was not much to do, classes weren't about to start yet, so we all had time to hang out. Although it was obviously cold, we still chose to eat cold stuff, inside a cold place, laughing at our own stories. All these coldness didn't stop my heart from feeling so warm, just by your presence. See what you've done?

We were all joking around, I was starting to feel jealous because of that much attention you give her. How I wish you were like that to me as well. The stories ended, we all said our goodbyes, then went on our separate ways. There were times throughout the day, I was reminiscing what happened that early morning, and thinking that I wish we'd have more hangouts like that. It was fun, and I liked spending time with you. I didn't realize, things were about to change, and I'd get my wish, somehow.

Now that I realize it, it's been 5 years...

Weird pala no, when both of you know that you have (had?) feelings for each other, but it just doesn't work out in any way. Or could it be that you both haven't given it a chance yet? One small act could change it all.