think rainbows

everyone makes stupid mistakes..
i do them a lot, or so that is what i think..
and at times, i regret doing those stupid mistakes..
but if you come to think of it, i shouldn't regret them..
because if not for those mistakes, i wouldn't grow, i wouldn't become more mature..

mistakes have all kinds of consequences...
and from those consequences, i get a lot of lessons..
and from those consequences, i learn..

it is because of those consequences that i learn how to handle things that would still come my way..
it is from those mistakes that i am able to face and be ready for all the challenges that could happen..new ones, and even the same problems..

why am i saying all these?
because of an event that happened just recently..
something similar to one that happened already way back..
even though i already know the consequences, yet it still happened again..
yet i still made it happen, or so that is what i think..
anyway, i know i shouldn't be making the same mistakes because i'm sure i've learned from what has happened already..
but why did i do it again?
why did it happen again?
i really have no idea why it keeps coming back, why it keeps on happening, but i sure wish and pray that it would never happen again..
i wish there is a way to not let it happen again, and i wish i knew that remedy..
i just have to be careful, to not let it happen again..
because it's not good, really..
it's not...