think rainbows

when will i find my freedom?
freedom of expression..
freedom to choose..
freedom to do things that i want to do, and do them on my own..
freedom to say things that i want to say..
freedom to decide for myself..to make decisions without anyone interfering with it..
when???

bakit kailangan ka pang tanungin ng gusto mo, e kung yung gusto lang din naman nila ang masusunod?
same old story..
same old problem..
it never changed..
kahit may trabaho na ko't lahat, ganun pa rin..
bakit???

over-protective..
pero sobra naman ata..
hindi na ko bata tulad ng dati..
mag-21 na ko!
can't they be a bit less protective???
i'm not asking for it to stop, pero bawasan naman sana..
parang mas lalo pa atang naghigpit nito e..
dahil ba sa kanya? wala namang masama di ba?
don't they trust me enough?
whatever...i'm sure this is not the end of this...
it will keep on happening...
again and again...

aaaaagh.....
i hate it when this happens.....
when??? why???