think rainbows

*random thoughts*

just the other day, i thought, maybe everything really happens for a reason.
kasi whenever there's something not good that is happening, i usually tell myself, 'ok lang yan, everything happens for a reason'..i even use/tell this line to my friends.
and, as i've said, just the other day, i told myself this line again.
why?
coz i've been thinking again about my present struggle..actually it's not that of a big deal i think, but to me it still is, coz it's not really easy for me...or i'm really not yet that used to it.
anyway..
i've been thinking again about how me and ifor are so far away from each other, that we don't get to spend that much time together,,and how time runs so fast whenever we're together! (haha)
and then that's when i thought, maybe everything really happens for a reason..
and, whenever God gives you problems or challenges, He gives them to you because He knows you can survive it, right?
so I thought as well, maybe He gave me this challenge because He knows well that I can survive it..
i mean, think about it, we can see each other anytime we want, i mean, we're legal at home, we're legal at their place, wala namang problema pag nagpapaalam ako na siya ang kasama ko. kilala din naman siya nila mama..but the problem is our distance, and some other circumstances, that's why we can't really spend a lot of time together that much,,
while for others, they're not legal, but they're so near each other, and can see each other anytime they want as well, maybe even everyday! but not freely, you know, it's limited, or something.
and of course it gave me a good feeling again that, well, yeah, i can survive this, i can be stronger than this, than what i am right now..
ako lang din naman ang nagpapaisip sa sarili ko, i know, pero i just can't help but not think about it..
well yeah, okay, at least we get to see each other at least once a week..
actually nagugulat nga ang mga tao, pag nalalaman nila na siya taga-marikina, and ako las piñas pa..
ang hirap daw siguro nun...haynako, kung alam lang nila! hahaha...
so, there, naisip ko na lang ulit, everything happens for a reason..and it helps me e, i mean thinking about this quote, it helps to stop thinking about certain stuff..
what we have right now or what's happening right now has a reason, i may not know what the reason is, pero it has a reason for sure..
and may point nga rin sila, na baka nga masyado kayong magkasawaan pag super dalas niyo magkasama, kaso kulang pa rin yung once a week e, hahaha..=P ok lang sana kung once a week tapos whole day, e kaso hindi e..minsan lang ung whole day e, =P (dapat kasi parehas na lang kaming marikina, or LP, haha)
but really, i'm doing my best to not fret too much about it..
mas mahirap pag laging iniisip, kaso pano ko hindi iisipin? any suggestions? =))
and another thing, at least i get to talk to him everyday over the phone..(buti nalang hindi long distance ang tawag)

-gusto ko mag dance maniax ulit
-kulang ang oras, at pagkakataon, hahaha
-at least we got to see each other yesterday! kahit sabi ko no dates for this week..=D well it wasn't really a date,,but i don't care, hahaha...=P