think rainbows

oh yes! finally! i was able to beat him at air hockey!!!
hahahahaha....

4 (ifor) - 6 (dindin)
hahahaha...
this really made my day..
well, except for the fact that we were together, and that we saw each other again, and that we were already able to buy our tickets for the PCD concert! hahaha...this day was extraordinary..

i was hoping that we would meet up earlier than the usual kanina, pero because of some unexpected events, mejo late na rin kami nakapagkita..kaya sandali na lang yung time namin na na-spend with each other..mga 2hours lang siguro...

pero super fun, super saya talaga nung kanina kahit bitin at sandali lang..
we did the usual, ate, ikot ikot, bought the tickets, went to timezone..and of course, our last task of the night, air hockey! where i won!!! hahaha..
na-try na din namin pala yung parang realto sa timezone na pang-2 people lang, it's way cooler than the realto, i mean, ang corny kasi nung napanuod namin nung weekend sa realto e, kaya mas natuwa ako dun sa nasa timezone, hahaha...

anyway..it was a very short period of time lang,,tapos sinundo pa ko..
pero umuwi ako ng bahay ng nakangiti, nalimutan ko lahat ng pagod ko, at parang di ko na-feel yung sipon at ubo ko kanina, hahaha...
it was suuuper fun...
and i'm very much thankful for him for this day! =D

last May 23-24, we had our summer getaway in Laguna..
Enchanted Kingdom + Overnight swimming
(though sabi nila tag-ulan na daw, and iniiit naman, haha..)

me, my mom, my kuya, tita eva, yna, rovan, rhea & andrew, ate vimvim, kuya aaron, ate quelly, renz, raiza, and the drivers: kuya arnel & kuya chris..they're my cousins from my father's side..
we don't usually go on outings often, unlike with my relatives from my mother's side..
we planned the whole trip, after tito robert passed away..we thought it would be cool to go out of town, go to enchanted kingdom in particular, and like treat yna and rovan, our youngest cousins..
then, we went on to the planning stage, and then the paalamanan stage, and fortunately, we were able to push through with it!

we decided to go to Enchanted Kingdom first, then straight to an overnight swimming..super outing right? haha..
we were able to arrive at EK even before the park opened..we ate first at the parking lot, then waited for the opening, under the scorching heat of the sun..it was really hot! as in super hot! hahaha...
then the fun began! we rode the small roller coaster, sori di ko alam tawag, haha..then we also went to the jungle log jam, realto, flying fiesta, rio grande rapids, anchor's away, SRR (horror house or something..), and we also played a game where you can win a prize,you know those kind of games where you have to shoot at something or whatever..anyway, haha,,we also ate inside, after all the rides, and we also bought some stuff, as souvenirs..then of course, picture picture! (we can't neglect that! =)))


it was super fun sa EK pa lang,,we got wet, we lined up for a ride sa rio grande under the super hot sun, we waited for our turn sa realto kung saan ang korny ng palabas, haha..we also wanted to try the 4D something there, but we changed our minds and waited for the opening of the rio grande rapids..fortunately we were early there, because after lunch, mas marami nang tao, so mas mahaba na yung mga pila, unlike earlier, na parang wala pang kapila-pila sa ibang rides..=P
*the space shuttle was closed, so we weren't able to challenge ourselves there, haha*


after the tiring but super fun EK adventure, our next stop was at Pansol, Laguna, for our overnight swimming! =D i was so excited really, kasi mas gusto ko talaga ang overnight swimming..bukod sa walang araw siyempre, hindi ka masusunburn, i just like more how it feels when it's an overnight swimming, haha..we arrived at the place at around 6:30 i think..then we settled down, prepared some food, and we were ready to swim!! haha..
may videoke din, of course, where ate quelly had a some sort of mini concert, hahaha..
then we ate, we swam, we sang, we chatted, we ate, we swam..haha..
a really nice way to cool off the summer heat..
because of my excitement, and because of my love for swimming, i was the last one who got out of the pool..i think that was already 1:30 am,almost everyone was asleep already, hahaha...
then early sunday morning, at 6:30am, we went home,,

all in all, it was really super duper FUN..
it was also a great way to bond with my cousins and spend some quality time tulad nun with them, kasi nga hindi ko naman sila laging nakakasama..
especially on trips like that..
and it's good to know that we all enjoyed the trip..
hopefully there could be a second time around..=D
*oh and next week i'll be at another outing again, in Batangas, company outing..busy eh? haha*

earlier this afternoon, me and my officemates/co-trainees decided to have a merienda break at around 3pm..
and when i looked outside, i saw 4 red cars, 1 red motorcycle, 1 red truck,,so red! hahaha..
we went to ministop, then when we went back to the office, i saw a man in red, a flag that is colored red, and i can't remember the other thing..

basta, it was so red, haha..
and i also just want to share, nakabili na ko ng stuff with my own money..=D
yesterday, i was able to buy a blazer, and one long sleeved blouse..
then earlier today, i was able to buy new shoes..
haha..
the trip to landmark yesterday was planned, because i really want to buy a blazer already..
but the trip to landmark today was unplanned, haha..
but i was happy that i'm able to buy these things with my own money..
i just have to learn to budget my money more, and magpigil ng pag-gastos, para may ma-save, hahaha..

the weekend is nearing...........=D
*congrats sa mga may bagong work! =D*

just like what i wrote in my blog in my multiply account, i really feel that there are gonna be better days ahead...
why?
maybe because i just feel so blessed, and so happy right now...
like, i never felt any happier than this..
especially now that i have him..

last friday, was my first ever pay day..haha..
i was supposed to treat my mom, my kuya, and my boyfriend, but, in the end, si boyfriend na lang ang na-treat ko..(ngayon naman yung treat ko kina mama, haha)
then we went to moa, as usual, and ate our dinner at sbarro, and played at timezone, where i lost, again, as usual,,haha..
and he had a sort of surprise for me, dun sa dance mania, hind niya nabuo pero ok lang,,=P

then our date ended..
but, it had a sort of continuation the next day..
he went to our house, just to spend the day with me,,well, it was my request anyway, haha..
we just sat there, watched tv, played, ate, surfed the net, and of course we had our stolen moments..hahaha..
that was the best part of it actually..=P

then it was time for him to go home..of course i didn't want him to go home yet,,if he could only stay here at home then why not! haha..or at least, if he were closer to home,then it would be easier,,but it was the other way around..we were like at opposite sides of the world..
anyway..
it had a pretty great ending, that saturday..
i thought it wouldn't happen, but it did..
i thought it was just like before, but it wasn't..
it was very special, and it was just like how i imagined it would be..
and i was sooo happy, and sooo kilig..
even now when i think about it, i couldn't help but smile..
even my plurks were all about that and were all so happy,,
i'm just really glad that it happened..
and whenever i think about those moments, those happy moments, i just feel so lucky and so thankful that i have him in my life..
and whenever i think about the days that would be coming, the days that we would be together again, i know i have something to look forward to..again..and i know that i would be happy..again..as always..
he is a real blessing, and i think he's the best blessing i have ever received..*so far,=P*

thank you...
i love you...
=)

haven't blogged since monday..
i wanted to, pero parang wala naman akong ibblog..
at least ngayon, pwede na..

we finished the activity na pinapagawa samin, SQL, thank God, haha..
so for the past two days, medyo nabakante kami..
then this morning, sir robert arrived, then he told us that there was gonna be an exam!
we were all so surprised..what a way to start the day!

fortunately, hindi natuloy..*whew!*
instead, he checked our work, and advised us and told us to change some parts of what we did..
it's so much more better than an exam!!
hahaha..
so at least, we're gonna do something na ulit..

then, i was really looking forward to uwian, because magkikita ulit kami ni ifor..=D
supposedly, ittreat ko sila mama, kuya, and ifor..
because it's my first ever sweldo, hahaha...
and i'm so excited, lalo na when i got my ATM card na, and when i made my first transaction na, hahaha...*kabado pa, =))*
but, si ifor na lang ang na-treat ko..swerte niya, hahaha..
swerte ko din, nakapag-date kami, hahaha..
just like a part 2 of what we did last monday..
it was tiring, but super fun..
as usual i lost sa mga nilaro namin sa timezone, haha..

pero ok naman..as long as i'm with him, i'm happy, contented, kahit umikot ikot lang kami ng moa, i don't care..=P

*bukas ulit!*

*ito yung nakasulat sa card na binigay ko sa kanya for our 6th month anniversary =D*

i think we're blessed.

i know things aren't always perfect between us,
and certainly not always easy,
but as i look around us,
i think we're blessed...

some people don't have someone special in their lives, like you and i do.
they don't have someone to share their joy, their problems, their solutions.
they have no one to learn life's lessons with and to help them grow stronger.
they don't have someone to tell things to, someone who will forgive them if they mess up.

some people don't have an everyday companion to be there for them in every bend in the road.
they don't have someone to worry about them when something in their life is going wrong.
they may not have anyone to pray for their safety and well-being and happiness.

as i think about what could and could not be, i'm thankful for what is and what isn't.
i'm thankful for you, for me, for our love.
i'm thankful for what we do have.
i'm thankful that we have each other, and i hope you are,too.

i think we're blessed.

it's may 11, 2009 today..
6 months after november 11, 2008..
so much has happened..
and yet i feel like it was just yesterday..
when i was still at school, always excited to leave home for school, because i know, someone's waiting to see me..=D

earlier today, i met up with him,,my boyfriend, my pb, my love..=D
we met up to celebrate our 6th month anniversary..
nagpunta lang kami sa moa..
nagpapicture sa picture city, kumain sa tokyo tokyo, at naglaro sa timezone..
i had fun though sandali lang kami nagkasama..
bitin, pero masaya, at nakasama ko siya..

we exchanged 'gifts'..
i gave him a card, and the scrapbook that i made,,
and he gave me a poem!! haha..
ang saya saya ko..=D
(at ok, pinakita pa niya sakin ang wallet niya na wala nang former pictures =P)

all in all, it was a really fun night..
it was just a simple celebration pero it was very worthwhile..
he still never fails to make me smile, make me laugh, make me happy, and make me feel loved..
and i thank him for that..

i love you so much pb ko..
happy 6th month! =)

this afternoon, i went to the parlor..
and my long wait is over, nakapagpa-rebond na ako!
hahaha...
and now, i've got a new look,,or at least, my hair is now straight, haha...
di ko nga sure kung may kulay to e, well, i like it, i like how it turned out, better than my former rebonds..=D
just in time for monday...=D

now i have a problem..
how will i sleep without lying on my hair? =))
(panu ako matutulog ng hindi mahihigaan ang buhok ko? =P)

i just finished my first week at work..
yey...haha...

so far, it's ok, it's all good..
sabi ko nga, it's really helpful na may kakilala ako dun (si leah, classmate ko)..
parang mas madali mag-adjust and makihalubilo..
pero ok din naman yung mga tao, mga bata pa kasi, ang kukulit nila, nakakatawa sila, haha..

puro kami sql..query, query, query..
naalala ko si mam __..kilala niyo na yun, sa mga nakakaalam, haha..
di namin natapos yung activity..dalawa pa nga yung natira sakin e, sa kanila isa na lang..
hindi pa naman siya ganun na super stressful, pero nakakairita minsan, haha..
at nakakaantok sa office..wala pang net, hahay..
pero ok lang, nasa adjusting mode pa kami..
may !trivia naman e, =))

and i love fridays na, haha..
parang ang gaang ng mood ng mga tao kapag friday..
last day of the week naman kasi..
wala lang..
haha..sana ganun lagi..=P

good luck samin, sakin, at sa mga ginagawa namin..
good luck sa lahat ng may work, magwowork, at naghahanap ng work..
=D

*may exam daw kami next week! :S*

today was my official start sa work,,
i was there at around 8 am..
siyempre, first impression, haha..
and i was too early, as in..
ala pa halos tao..
grabe..mga 1 hour mahigit ako nag-antay..
nakita ko na si leah dun..
then dumating na si sir joey, yung hr..
then dinala na niya ko sa pwesto ko, and katabi ko si leah!
yey! buti na lang, haha..

then ayun, nag-fill-up lang ako ng forms para sa metrobank, and tin..
then, nag-trivia trivia lang kami, kamusta naman diba, haha..
wala kasi si sir robert, ung supervisor namin..
then lunch..
then after lunch, inorient ako ni sir joey..
nagbasa din pala ko ng handbook nung umaga..
then ayun, after ng orientation, tambay na naman, trivia ulit..
tapos antay ng oras, booooooooring..
then uwian na!
trapik na! >.<
but in fairness may kasabay na ako umuwi..=D
so far, ayan ang first day ko sa work, ewan ko lang kung anu nang gagawin namin bukas, haha.. and i met new people na siyempre, mga katabi ko sila rane, meilin (sori kung mali spelling, haha), then si aldrin..then yung mga employees dun.. hopefully ok naman ako dun.. good luck!!! =D *kakastart ko pa lang, pero namimiss ko na yung nasa bahay lang, hahaha*

2 tulog na lang, magwowork na ko..(eep!)
haha..but medyo naeexcite na rin ako, kasi may gagawin na ko, tsaka it's one day closer sa 11..
though naiinis ako ngaun, kasi tumawag ako kina ifor pero wala siya, may sasabihin pa naman sana ako..
well anyway, enough about that, i have been wanting to blog these songs na talaga, hahaha..
i'll just post some parts of the lyrics..=D

*some parts of this post are in white, you can highlight the whole post to read it*

nitong mga nakaraang araw, i've had a lot of realizations again..
eto na naman ako, si isip nang isip, ahaha..
things na naiisip ko lang kapag wala akong ginagawa at dahil wala akong ginagawa e isip ako ng isip at kung anu anu ang naiisip ko..=))
well, most of them are tungkol samin ni ifor..
and of course, tungkol sa sarili ko, who else? haha..

well, ayun, naiisip ko lang, na sa monday nga e magsstart na ko ng work..
new environment, new challenges, and i'm sure mas madami this time..
natatanggap ko na unti-unti na magwowork na nga ako, haha..
i know it would take me a long time na mag-stay dito sa papasukan ko, pero hopefully i'll enjoy my stay..
we'll see kung after 2 years e ok pa ko dito, e di maganda, kung hindi, e di sori na lang, hahaha..

then just recently, dahil nga ang dami ko na namang naiisip,,naiinis na nga ko sa sarili ko minsan dahil isip ako ng isip, hahaha..
i feel like i envy the ex..(ni ifor) >.< feeling ko talaga naiinggit ako or nagseselos pa rin ako, which is not supposed to happen dahil past is past..
i feel like kulang ung ginagawa ko for him..
i feel like dahil ang tagal nila, parang kelangan mapantayan ko yung kung anung meron sila dati..
i know i shouldn't be thinking these things pero naisip ko na lang talaga..
lalo na nung nabasa ko ung tula..
sabi ko pa nga sana ma-inspire siya ulit para may tula din ako, haha..
si jam lang ang napagsabihan ko nito, and she was kind enough to comfort (eh?) me, and sabihin na wag nang isipin un..
well ayun, and siyempre hindi niya alam to, (ni ifor)
i don't know what's he gonna say pag nabasa niya to, but i know, i'm wrong, i'm sorry..
and another thing, feeling ko, pag nag-work na ko, mas madalang na kami magkita..=(
kasi ngaun, na wala akong ginagawa pa, minsan lang din naman kami magkita..
sabi nga namin at least nagkikita pa rin kami..
feeling ko lang kulang pa rin..pero at least meron..at least andun pa rin..
and i'm sure, and nakikita ko naman, kaya naman namin yun..kaya namin to..

pambawi naman..
i have been talking to a friend of mine, and she was having some problems with her boyfriend..
and habang nag-uusap kami, i told her na dahil sa mga sinabi niya, and dahil sa mga na-share niya, i have realized and come to appreciate si ifor lalo..
lahat ng nagagawa niya for me, kahit anu pa un, maliit man o malaki, i have learned to appreciate it more, as in..

yung simpleng pag-aya ko sa kanya na magkita kami tapos papayag agad siya kahit di pa siya nakakapagpaalam..
yung simpleng pagpilit niyang mag-stay awake kahit antok na antok na siya para lang makausap pa ko..
yung simpleng pag sasabihin kong 'o sige na' kapag magkausap kami sa phone, tapos tatanong pa niya 'bakit?', para bang ayaw niya baba yung phone..
yung simpleng effort niyang makitext kapag wala siyang load..
as in all these simple things, and many more, hindi man mabanggit, basta lahat ng nagagawa niya for me, i super appreciate them na talaga..

if i haven't said it a thousand times already,
i just would like to say it again, thank you very very much..

last tuesday, nakipagkita ako kay ifor..
yun lang..=D
jooooooke, haha..
actually, i went to school to see him, and para magpasama papunta sa antipolo at my tita's place..
i stayed there until this morning,,

last wednesday we went to cubao..particularly SM cubao..
then birthday kasi ng tito ko yun, so he went there para makipagkita samin (me, my tita, and my pinsan)
then tinreat niya kami sa pancake house, at sa dairy queen..
it was my first time na kumain sa dairy queen, haha..
it was my first time din sa SM cubao, at sa Ali Mall..
sori naman taong south e, hahaha...


nuon pa din kasi gusto matikman ng tito ko ung blizzard kaya nung nakakita siya ng DQ, kumain na kami, haha,,tour ito..=P

3 malls in 1 day..
Gateway to eat lunch..
Ali Mall to eat blizzard..
SM Cubao for supermarket..
tiring...pero saya, new places, adventure, haha..