1. New

    Monday, June 29, 2009

    it's the start of a new day, a new week, new challenges...

    early morning and here i am blogging, sa office! haha..
    don't have anything to do..yet..so i'm gonna use this time to make singit writing this blog...

    last saturday, was my niece's birthday, happy birthday dei! haha..
    i also had a simple celebration at home for my birthday..relatives and close friends were invited..
    *sori naman sa hindi ko na-invite,=D*

    mejo nabadtrip pa nga ako the day before that, kasi ang onti ng makakapunta from my friends, tapos hindi pa lahat sa relatives na ininvite ko e makakapunta, so ayun, sabi ko sayang naman, akala ko pa naman maraming makakapunta, e hindi rin pala,,
    hindi ko na lang ininis pa lalo ang sarili ko, at inabangan ko na lang ung mga bisita ko, at nagenjoy ako kasama sila...
    *thanks sa lahat ng pumunta!*

    ayun, ang dami ring food, pero parang naubos din ata,,haha..ang saya maghanda pero ang gastos,,*whew*
    late pa yung mga bisita ko, aynaku, haha..pero ok lang, at least nga nakapunta sila...
    i also received a birthday gift from ifor..a really really big card, na may birthday messages for me, from my college friends and classmates, and yung mga NFFs ko dito sa office ngayon..=D it was really very thoughtful and very sweet..computerized pa tapos dinikit niya isa isa, basta, effort talaga...*thank you ulit pb!*
    at ayun, yun pala yung dahilan nung mysterious emails na natanggap ko, haha..

    then ayun, dahil gusto kong matikman ang ever famous ngayon na the bar, bumili kami ng the bar, yung vodka, isang bote lang naubos namin, pero dalawa yung binili ko..kasi 6 na lang kaming natira na uminom..akalain niyong uminom ako! hahaha...e tapos ayun, hindi na rin kaya, si raged may isa pang inuman, kelangan na rin umalis, kaya inubos na lang talaga namin yung isa, at least naubos, haha..
    and masarap nga siya, siyempre may lasang orange, haha..ayos naman..=D
    *jam ang lakas mo pala uminom!!!*

    so far so good..the celebration was great *until it was time for uwian na =(*,,
    buti na lang nakarating ang mga people, lalo na yung mga malayo ang pinanggalingan, thanks guys..=D


    belated happy birthay dei (june 27) and ate quelly & july (june 28)
    =D

  2. Thursday, June 25, 2009

    happy birthday to me!
    =D

    of course i have to post something about this day!
    hahaha..di ko ata palalampasin to..
    siguro i'll just share to you guys how i spent my 21st birthday...

    i started the day by hearing mass early in the morning..
    well, it has always been like that, for the past 21 years? haha..
    basta, i have never spent a birthday na hindi ako nagsimba..
    then, my mom and i ate sa jabi for our breakfast..*hindi ko libre to, hahaha*

    then, i went straight sa office after breakfast..
    *i was wondering why wala pang maxadong bumabati sakin, hahaha*

    i had to arrive early sa office para makapag-early out din, kasi nag-file ako ng half day for this day..of course! it's my day, hahaha..
    so ayun, florian was my first officemate who greeted me, nilapitan pa talaga niya ako sa puwesto ko..thanks florian!
    then ayun, nalaman na nung iba na birthday ko pala, so they all greeted me na, haha..
    then i also received a free birthday cake! yey, hahaha...

    then, at lunchtime, umalis na ko ng office..ifor went sa office, sinundo niya ako..*yey, first time!*
    so ayun, siya ang dakilang taga-bitbit ng cake ko for this day, hahaha..
    we went straight sa moa, we ate sa shakey's, ok now ito libre ko na, hahaha...
    then we watched transformers 2! okay, this movie was really really really really great!!!
    it's a must-see movie so kung hindi pa kayo nakakanuod, manuod na kayo!! hahaha..
    anyway, after the movie, we went sa timezone, of course, hindi mawawala yun..=P
    at hindi niya ko pinagbigyan sa air hockey kahit birthday ko na, kating-kati talaga bumawi, hahaha..*7-5, pwede na*
    then may binili sa department store, then went home..
    *kasama ko si ifor sa bahay! hinatid niya ko, sort of, hahaha*

    then we ate dinner, *spaghetti, chicken, and that very masarap na oreo cake from red ribbon*, tambay mode lang, internet as usual, then it was time for him to go home na rin...oh and there was this nakapagtatakang email talaga, na the whole day kong tinatanong kay ifor and he was always changing the topic pagdating dun, he never talked about it talaga hanggang sa makauwi siya, i wonder why...as in, i wonder why...

    anyway...this day was a blast, especially because i spent it with the most wonderful man in my life right now..*except for my dad, haha*
    although i didn't receive any material gifts, except for the phone which was an early birthday gift from my dad and mom, it was still really great..i received a lot of messages from people who remembered me and my special day..

    thanks for all those who greeted me!
    thanks for all the messages!
    thank you all!! =D

    thank you pb, i love you very much..♥

  3. One Tree Hill

    Sunday, June 21, 2009

    i can't remember when was the first time i ever laid hands on a One Tree Hill DVD, but since then, i have always loved the series..

    i remember the first set of DVDs that i got, season 1-3, wasn't really mine, it was my college classmate's, and until now, it's still with me, hahaha...

    then i also remember doing a movie review about the OTH season 4 ending in multiply..there was even one summer, where everyday during the afternoon, i would watch OTH, just to be able to finish the whole season..see how addicted i became?

    and just recently, i finished season 5, and just this night, i finished season 6..

    i just thought of blogging about it, 'cause i just think it was a really nice finale episode for season 6..
    seeing how things turned around, especially with brooke and her mom, and how things went good for haley and nathan,,it was really cool when nathan was introduced in his first game..haha..
    i just find it really really nice..and to think that i thought peyton was gonna die, but i also thought no, she can't die, hahaha..and seeing how beautiful sawyer (peyton and lucas' daughter) is..=D *okay, i'm totally talking OTH right now, so i'm sorry if you can't relate, and sorry if i've spoiled it, haha*

    i also love the songs from OTH season 6, and the quotes that i get there..
    haha..
    i just really love One Tree Hill..

    and i think this is what i've learned from all the seasons of One Tree Hill that i've watched..
    endings are really not endings..
    they're new beginnings..
    and believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do..*for sure!*

  4. hindi kita iiwan...

    Thursday, June 18, 2009

    it's not always that you get what you want, right?
    just like tonight..
    i didn't get what i want..
    oh but wait, i did, didn't i?

    what the hell am i talking about?
    gibberish..
    oh but wait, not really, ain't it?

    got nothing much to say..
    i know it's not how i imagined it to be..
    it's not how we're supposed to do it..bitin!
    but hey, the hell with that!
    at least i got a glimpse of my man..
    the most wonderful man in the world that i love the most...
    at least i got to eat my dinner with him..and i got to hug him..and kiss him..♥
    and hold hands with him..and walk around the mall with him..and, what else..
    i just got to be with him! that's all that matters..♥
    i'm so cheesy again huh? walang pakialamanan, hahaha...

    hayy...how i wish nights could be longer..
    as long as the daytime..
    so that we could spend more time with each other..
    oh well, at least we get to see each other and talk often..

    oh and by the way, just to let you know, my day still ended pretty great actually..
    why?
    read the title ^^..

    that's all i got to say..
    =D

    ♥thank you!♥

  5. Sunday, June 14, 2009

    Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart.
    -by Rozina Hasham


    finally, i found this perfect and very fitting quote for this post..
    a very dear friend of mine is leaving for virginia soon, on tuesday actually, june 16..
    we had a sort of despedida party-slash-get together yesterday here at our home..
    actually, we were supposed to go out somewhere, you know, like in mcdo, or kfc, or jabi, or shakey's, hahaha...
    that was the original plan..
    but since we wanted it to be special, we decided or thought about some surprise stuff for her..
    jam thought of giving her letters from all of us, then i thought we could give her a cake..
    then i thought again, why don't we just do it at somebody's crib, and then we could just cook for her..so that was the final plan..
    siyempre hindi namin ipapaalam sa kanya na sa bahay kami ng someone magpparty, and i had to think of an alibi since dito nga sa bahay gagawin.
    fortunately, kinagat ni cheng ang alibi ko na dumaan muna siya dito before we go to the supposed-to-be meet-up place namin..may kunyari akong ipapakita-slash-ibibigay sa kanya..and also, luckily, natuloy ang balak na everyone was here na sa bahay before cheng arrived..i had them all hide sa kitchen, para hindi talaga kita ni cheng, then when she arrived, i brought her sa kitchen, and ayun she saw everyone was already there (sinigawan, ay tinilian pala nila siya ng aaaaaaaaah!!! nung nakita nila, it was supposed to be babay daw, hahaha), and of course, there was also food prepared..spaghetti, cinnamon sticks, and a send-away cake na secretly ay cheng was wishing for one pala..=D and! cheng cried!! hahaha...the surprise was a success! =D all that she could say was nakakainis, nakakainis kayo, nakakainis ka (dindin)..=D

    then ayun, we ate, kuwentuhan, tawanan, reminisce..usual things that friends do, especially friends na matagal nang hindi nagkikita kita at matagal nang hindi nakukumpleto..sayang nga lang wala si tetetz..she was the only one not present yesterday..oh, and we also met aja's girlfriend, mm, na may common friend pala sila ni fifi, and ka-course pa niya si cheng..small world..=p

    after we ate, super kuwentuhan lang, about life, high school, people, etc...
    and we also gave cheng na the letters, sabi sa plane na daw niya basahin, kaso naaatat kaya gusto nang basahin kahapon palang..i also showed them their old letters pala na binigay nila sakin..since 2nd year high school pa..old school! hahaha...and ayaw na nila mabasa, ang corny daw, ibaon ko na daw sa time capsule..haha..ayoko, those are super fun memories, itatago ko un..=P

    actually, i don't really feel na aalis na si cheng..like parang hindi ako na-sa-sad na aalis na siya at malamang e ilang years pa ulit bago kami magkitang muli..parang nag-get together lang talaga kami yesterday, there wasn't a feel na despedida ni cheng yun or something..i guess it's because we've grown so close already, na kahit aalis siya e parang hind siya mawawala..she's still here, it may not be physically present pero emotionally, spiritually, mentally active naman..=P
    maybe ma-ffeel ko lang na umalis na talaga siya kapag umalis na talaga siya..as in yung kapag nag-get together na kami ulit ng wala siya..at hindi na namin siya nakakatext or nakakausap ng madalas..anyway, what's the use of the power of the internet if you're not going to make use of it? hahaha...

    well anyway, i'm really going to miss you cheng..
    everything about you, your wacky antics, mga nakakabaliw mong comments, mga tawanan natin na wala namang tinatawanan e tawa ng tawa, yung pag kausap kita e sa kakakuwento ko saio sumasakit ang lalamunan ko..i'm really going to miss everything...don't forget to always use the net ah! para kunyari hindi ka naman nawala..=P we'll update you always don't worry, pag may magpapakasal na, o pag may inaanak ka na, sasabihan ka namin, uwi ka ah! =))
    i love you cheng! :* ♥

    girlfriends!+aja, haha..sori naman aja..we still have to do that once a month get together,,hopefully we could do it..para naman hindi taio nabibitin tuwing magkikita kita taio..there's so much to tell! haha..and we still have to do that overnight and bar thingy, dami pa nating balak, sana matuloy...let's make 'em happen!=D
    love you girls! :* ♥

  6. i got these lines from the book majelle gave chinky,,
    a book about friendships, girlfriends..=D

    "girlfriends help you make nonsense of the world"
    -you talk and talk and talk for hours but there's no particular topic to talk about, just about anything under the sun!

    "the visit's always too short when the company's fun"

    -this is so true, it's like whenever me and my girlfriends see each other, it's always bitin! kahit na the whole day na kami magkakasama or kahit na mag-overnight pa kami..=D

    "how can you ever be done talking to such a good friend"

    -it's like there's always something more to tell or talk about..

    "a friend can make you smile even if she's not around"

    -true right? even a simple text message can brighten up your day, when it's from a very good friend..

    "when the laughter is light and the memories are many but the time is too short...you know you're with a friend"


    IMYA Cheng!!!
    IMYA girlfriends!!!
    =D

  7. fun fun fun!!!

    Saturday, June 13, 2009

    june 11, 2009

    it was the much awaited day...i've waited more than a week for this day, the day na magkikita na kami ulit ni boyfriend, and the day of the pussycat dolls concert...=D
    the original plan was susunduin niya ko from the office, then we would go straight sa moa..
    but some unexpected things happened, kaya hindi na niya ko nasundo, we met up sa buendia instead, then went straight sa moa..our plans for that night was just the pcd concert, and may be eat as well..i wanted to go sa concert grounds ng maaga para we could get a good spot..so kumain muna ko sandali, kasi bawal ang food sa concert, then we went straight na dun sa concert grounds, and we waited there na lang..
    when we went inside, onti pa lang yung tao, and in fairness, ang laks ng hangin, ang lamig, ang sarap..=D

    sa bronze lang kami, yung dulong dulo, pero ok lang, kasi may wide screens naman, and kita rin naman yung stage kahit papano..kahit maliit na lang yung mga tao sa stage, haha..
    the concert was at 8pm, of course may front act pa, yung kumanta ng mainit, and the philippine all star(s) were there..ayun, ok naman sila..then we waited again..then at 9pm, the concert started..everyone was excited, and of course we were excited as well, haha..it was also my first time to watch a real concert..i watched the free concert yung sa boyce avenue, pero parang wala lang naman yun, and it was free, and i was alone, hahaha..

    then ayun, the concert started..PCD is so cool..they're so sexy, so hot..nicole was so nice..they were all so pretty..basta, nakakatuwa sila..and they were so energized! super performance level talaga! ang galing talaga nila sumayaw..i can't remember kung ilang songs nakanta nila, meron yung beep, i don't need a man, wait a minute, buttons, i hate this part, stick with you, bottle pop, when i grow up, some songs from their new album, and of course the ever famous jai ho..everyone was looking forward to the jai ho performance, hahaha...it was super enjoy..kahit ang sakit sa paa kasi nakatayo lang kami the whole time..and kahit hindi ko sila masyadong makita talaga sa stage..medyo konti nga lang din yung tao e..and super nabitin ako!! i was waiting for the people to ask for an encore, kaso wala na..so tapos na talaga..there was also a fireworks display at the end of the concert..that was 5 minutes i think..the concert ended at around 10pm i think..so mga 1hour or so lang nag-perform yung pussycat dolls..pero ok lang..sulit naman..and it was super fun..and ang galing galing talaga nila..

    then after the show, we decided na kumain, sa mcdo na lang..luckily nakakuha kami agad ng seat, at siyempre blockbuster ang mcdo, ang daming tao..haha..then inantay lang namin sila kuya, then we went home na..natutuwa ako kay nicole..parang super humble niya, and super nice niya, and proud na proud siya sa pagiging Filipino niya..ewan, natutuwa ako sa kanya, and the rest of the pussycat dolls...they're just great...=D

    and of course, june 11 was also me and my ifor's 7th month anniversary..it was a different celebration for us because of the PCD concert, because usually we just eat, laro sa timezone, lakad lakad, kuwentuhan, and that's it..but this one was different..and it's very memorable..and how i wish everyday may concert so that i could spend those quality times and moments i had with him during that night..it was just very memorable..so thanks for the concert, and thanks to him most especially...♥

  8. everyone makes stupid mistakes..
    i do them a lot, or so that is what i think..
    and at times, i regret doing those stupid mistakes..
    but if you come to think of it, i shouldn't regret them..
    because if not for those mistakes, i wouldn't grow, i wouldn't become more mature..

    mistakes have all kinds of consequences...
    and from those consequences, i get a lot of lessons..
    and from those consequences, i learn..

    it is because of those consequences that i learn how to handle things that would still come my way..
    it is from those mistakes that i am able to face and be ready for all the challenges that could happen..new ones, and even the same problems..

    why am i saying all these?
    because of an event that happened just recently..
    something similar to one that happened already way back..
    even though i already know the consequences, yet it still happened again..
    yet i still made it happen, or so that is what i think..
    anyway, i know i shouldn't be making the same mistakes because i'm sure i've learned from what has happened already..
    but why did i do it again?
    why did it happen again?
    i really have no idea why it keeps coming back, why it keeps on happening, but i sure wish and pray that it would never happen again..
    i wish there is a way to not let it happen again, and i wish i knew that remedy..
    i just have to be careful, to not let it happen again..
    because it's not good, really..
    it's not...

  9. Thursday, June 11, 2009


    today is june 11, 2009...
    7th for us, =)
    7th monthsary that is...
    happy monthsary my dear ifor..=D
    i love you..


    *happy monthsary to tin & jorelle as well...=)*

  10. nostalgia

    Saturday, June 6, 2009

    dahil sa wala akong magawa, i found out a lot of my old things in our room earlier this evening..particularly in my cabinet..
    naghahanap kasi ako ng magagawa, and i stumbled upon a lot of things na nakakatuwang balikan..=P

    first, i saw my old flute, and decided to play with it, using my old flute song books..
    i've had that flute since i was 9 i think, basta, i was in grade three pa that time, haha..

    then, i started looking into some old notebooks..well, some were not that old really, coz the first one i looked into, sinulatan ko un since october 2008 lang..and the things i wrote there, were all about him, my pb, my one and only..=D
    the things i wrote there were how things started between us..and natatawa ako while i was reading what was written there, haha..it looked sort of like a diary already, but that wasn't my intention nung sinulatan ko yun dun..parang gusto ko lang ilabas yung nararamdaman ko, so i decided to write what i felt, and what i thought at that time..

    then i looked into another notebook..a trend micro notebook, and it was the one where i wrote more of what i wanted to tell him,,actually, there were some songs written there, and some lyrics..because during our first monthsary, i gave him a cd of some songs that i dedicate for him, or like songs that i can relate to..and i wrote the lyrics of the songs, instead of the titles, as the song list..then also, the poem i gave him during our first monthsary as well was also written there..and then there were two more things written there, but they weren't finished..hindi ko na lang muna babanggatin kung anu un, mababasa niya e, and i plan on finishing those things..haha..

    then, there was another notebook..an orange one..if i remember correctly, galing kay leah yung notebook na yun,,she gave it to me as a birthday gift during my debut..kasi daw orange, so naalala niya ko, kaya yun ang bigay niya, hahaha..then i thought, may mga nakasulat na notes or something, tapos nung tinignan ko yung likod, there was a some sort of a wishlist written there, dated November 9, 2006..and natuwa lang ako sa nakasulat, coz some of the things written there, were already wishes that came true..=D

    here's what's written on that wishlist...

    November 9, 2006
    Hmmm...top 10? in any order...=)
    mga gusto kong bilhin:
    1. sports bag!
    2. damit na ust ulit...
    3. jersey ni wesley and/or jojo
    4. pouch bag
    5. maayos/magandang bag na pamasok
    6. shoes...pamasok and/or hindi
    7. damit...
    8. ipod...
    9. laptop...

    mga gusto kong gawin/mangyari:
    1. mag-pep squad!
    2. mag-dance class/lessons! makapagsayaw, as in sayaw, ulit...
    3. mag-gym/pumayat!
    4. mag-aral/makapag-drive...
    5. magkaron ng kaibigan/ka-close na basketball player (jojo? wesley? haha)
    6. makita ulit si wesley! (makausap siya at picture picture!)
    7. magka-bf o kahit suitor lang...
    8. maging DL ulit...
    9. magkaron ng sariling kwarto...
    10. makapagtrabaho sa makati or alabang!
    ...dapat meron akong ma-achieve sa mga 'to...

    DinDin =)

    ayan, and of course, may mga na-achieve na nga ako talaga sa mga yan! haha..
    kaya siya mas nakakatuwa, kasi may mga na-achieve na ako..=P
    yung sa mga gusto kong bilhin, yung number 6 lang ata na-achieve ko, yung iba, hindi pa rin, ahaha...ay, yung number 5 and 8 pala, binilhan ako ni father dear..=P yung number 7, pwede na rin, haha..
    then sa mga gusto kong gawin or mangyari, yung number 3 yata nagawa ko..then yung number 7, after two years,suitor turned boyfriend! oh yeah! hahaha...=P then yung number 1 and 8, hindi na nangyari, at di na mangyayari ever, hahaha...at siyempre number 10, i am now a makati girl, hahaha...=P

    nakakatuwa lang balikan yung mga bagay na ganyan..
    unexpectedly nakikita mo sila, at matatawa ka na lang sa makikita/mababasa mo..
    haha..
    i wonder kung anu pa mahahanap ko sa mga susunod na araw...
    =D

  11. when will i find my freedom?
    freedom of expression..
    freedom to choose..
    freedom to do things that i want to do, and do them on my own..
    freedom to say things that i want to say..
    freedom to decide for myself..to make decisions without anyone interfering with it..
    when???

    bakit kailangan ka pang tanungin ng gusto mo, e kung yung gusto lang din naman nila ang masusunod?
    same old story..
    same old problem..
    it never changed..
    kahit may trabaho na ko't lahat, ganun pa rin..
    bakit???

    over-protective..
    pero sobra naman ata..
    hindi na ko bata tulad ng dati..
    mag-21 na ko!
    can't they be a bit less protective???
    i'm not asking for it to stop, pero bawasan naman sana..
    parang mas lalo pa atang naghigpit nito e..
    dahil ba sa kanya? wala namang masama di ba?
    don't they trust me enough?
    whatever...i'm sure this is not the end of this...
    it will keep on happening...
    again and again...

    aaaaagh.....
    i hate it when this happens.....
    when??? why???

  12. Friday, June 5, 2009

    happy birthday kuya aaron!
    happy birthday johnrey!
    =D
    it's the weekend again!!!
    haha..
    i feel like my weekends start with friday...yun nga lang siyempre may pasok pa rin ng friday, pero excited ako pag friday na, kasi siyempre last day of the week! haha..
    it's been more or less a week already since my last post..
    at dahil masyado nang advertised ang pagkapanalo ko sa air hockey, at wala nang mabasang bago ang mga pumupunta dito, then it's time for a new blog...=)

    let me start with...our company team building/outing last May 30-31, sa tanauan, batangas..nagpunta kami sa hacienda darasa, if im not mistaken, haha..siyempre sa office ang meet-up, then isang bus lang kami, at ang luwag luwag pa, pwede kaming tig-isa sa mga upuan, haha..we arrived sa resort mga 10am, then we had two games, our team won the first game, then kulelat kami the second game, hahaha..after ng second game umulan, so tumigil na kami sa games..nag-antay na lang ng lunch, then swimming..tapos nun, puro kain-swimming na lang kami, hahaha..
    roommates ko sila casey, rane, meilin, leah, of course..pero nagkakapalit palit lang din, so wth, hahaha..then ayun, jamming din, inuman, kuwentuhan, takutan..met a lot of new people din pala..haha..NFFs..=D
    kahit sinisipon at inuubo ako that weekend, sige lang sa swim, haha..lupet ni casey e..lakas mag-aya, hahaha...at kahit mawalan ng boses, sige lang sa tawa at kuwento, hahaha...enjoy naman, kaso super pagod ako pag-uwi namin, hahaha..

    then ayun, back to work after ng outing siyempre,,akala ko hindi na ako makakapasok nung monday after nun, buti na lang kaya pa, haha..
    then tuesday came, june 2, ayan june na nga pala! hahaha...
    met up with ifor..binili ko kasi siya ng piaya..kaya we met up para mabigay ko sa kanya yun..at nakakain na ko ulit ng jabi sa wakas, haha..na-miss ko e..=P then korni nga e, kasi bigla akong nagka-curfew! wth! kaasar..super limited tuloy yung oras namin..kelangan daw 9 nasa bahay na ko..parang bata e..parang di nagttrabaho..ksh..

    anyway, hindi ko na binadtrip ang sarili ko dun, kasama ko naman siya e..
    kaso thursday pa kami ulit magkikita, tagaaaaaallll....
    and for sure, bitin na naman yun....
    hayyyy....
    hindi ko napapansin...pero ang hirap din...
    pero nakakaya naman, kaya hindi ko napapansin na mahirap..haha..
    well, just have to wait for thursday to come around...
    oh and by the way, that day will be the 7th for us...=D

    *o ayan, may bago na kong post! =P*

 
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